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June 07 Is she there?Is she there tonight in my place? Is she there tonight while I am far? Your pain, your past, your insecurities Does she love you like I do, inspite of all these? When her eyes dance around you, does she know about me And the way that we kiss and love and have history Lifetimes apart You’ve broken my heart Does she know How I glow When you touch me … does she know?
Is she there tonight as my tears fall Thinking about being apart and issues and all Does she know that I exist And the way you feel whenever we kiss The breath you breathe The way you need A love whose crime Is transcending time The way you smile The twinkle in your eye Is she aware of this beauty that is you? Is she there tonight and do I care? I don't know if I do, cause I can't be there I just want to be sure That she loves you sore And sees all that you are My bright shining star So go ... make her happy Her ... and not ... me Yes I love you that much To give up your touch As long as she knows ... June 05 Missing I ache and hurt as I miss you so I wish I knew just where you go When you're so far away and I cannot breathe Yearn and hope, try not to bleed Memories of times that were so pure and true Every breath I took, you were right there too A morning of touch and loving eyes Now faded into dreams and thoughts and guise Wishing it was always that way, every moment Where togetherness was nothing but heaven sent I cry and wait, but you're no longer there Just an image of our laughter together and this fear That you have forgotten the times we've had as one Now that they are done and far and gone While all i can do is think of your touch Cause all I have right now ... is missing us so much May 26 BurnRestless princess Lost in a daze Hurt holding attention Eyes, tear-filled haze Desires burning Needs set ablaze Longing for touch Trapped in a maze Wish it were easier Instead in a phase Every day yearning Strengthens her craze Weary and beaten Bury the praise She just needs her prince For all of her days April 12 Just Go ... I feel like you're running away like you've been trying to get away for some time now Using me as an excuse why you can't leave But I made it much easier for you giving the option to go and without so much as a second thought it became so easy ... so easy to leave me and go ... to run away ... to her so much for the unrelenting love and long goodbyes and the million kisses that we had to share so long to the leaving that was so hard and you wonder why I worry about the changes feeling so in the dark about your secret life but it's not my place after all ... who am I really? Just a moment in the sun ... If love has abandoned don't lead me by a string just go ... April 05 Time Again ...If only it was easy to say what I needed to All of this pain would simply go away Vanish into thin air and clear my throat Alas none of it is easy and every day is Another challenge I want to run away and hide from Another game, another miscommunication A dance on broken glass to find some balance between love and leaving, or the mere life and death of a conversation If only it was easy to say how I feel I might just start screaming Cause if I was important enough, you would be sensitive and know what to say, care about how I feel know that what I need from you are Words that don't wound me Words that show you understand the hurt We have already been through and That it is important to you as well, to save us both from this pain cycle again and again No lesson is learned, only time keeps repeating itself and the hurt carves deeper into my soul, bringing tears to the surface each time a little less cause each time I die a little more ... February 10 It just is ...I try to hold my breath for as long as I can
but the sigh escapes my lips
and everything I've wanted to say
spills out in this one exhale ...
I'm broke inside
and I can't find the words to admit
how much this hurts ...
how much this pain
seeps into my insides
and why the tears never stop
feeling like it's past
but it keeps coming back
like never ending circles
in a disturbed pond
ripples that reverberate ... forever
as if formed in an endless sea
A sigh that speaks a million words
that whispers the heartache of yet another day
another disappointment
... I'm sorry
It was never my intention
but like the rivers of smiles and hurt
run side by side
into the ocean of love
so this hope has faded into dust
once again ...
It wasn't meant to be this way
It just is ...
February 09 Imaginary Friend ...so many times I think of you my friend whom I've met ... only in my dreams and thoughts my inspiration ... shared a smile and a quick word with learnt from ... my teacher when you are out of touch I miss your words your scolding your very presence but time does not allow banter and all we have is this so many times I don't know why I think of you ...but I do and as cliche as it sounds the truth is I wonder what you're doing how sunny is your sky and I wish you always good light good dreams good spirits so many times I imagine that you would read this and think I'm silly for feeling so close when we are so far away ... forming a bond without ever having gazed upon your smile for knowing your beauty without ever standing in your shadow ... wondering if you are smiling today and for seeing a little bit of me in you |
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